Me

Time: 10.00 am Sunday, 22nd January

Just as I am writing to you, sitting before the computer, thinking of what to write , my mind is clouded with infinite possibilities of what to share with you today. To put it right,in a richie benaiudish way, my thinking is no were near where i am thinking.

I pulverized my neurons, extracting all the juice of it, but failed to find a topic to dwell upon.

Time to get some inspiration . Off I went .....

Time:11.57 am Sunday, 22nd January

Am back to where I left .... still blank ....

Time:12.07 pm Sunday, 22nd January

Here I am , now i have got what to write, and my inspiration a small boy, sticking his thumb into his mouth,walking down the street, without any botheration about the future ,living his life carefree.

Ah how dearly I wish to live like that again ! No responsibilities, no appraisals, no code reviews,no deadlines, nothing at stake, living life as it goes.

Oh oh , atleast i had them time today to think about my childhood , the most coveted days, school and college which am sure, everyone would want a second stint .

'antha naal knyabagam nenchile vandadhe nanbane nanbane nanbane'

indha naal andru pol indamai illaiye athu yen yen yen'

' butthagam kaiyile buthiyo paatile .......

Such is the nature of the world that it has made us slaves to responsibility, money , and has curbed our spirit of free thinking. What ever we do has to be within the boundaries of work,family, culture, society and what not.In an acre of land only a square foot remains for us with the rest occupied by hedges.

@college and school every day was sunday but now, week ends are like heaven. All I want to do a weekends is to be at peace. Dont do anything !!!. Work has made me so.Even the small things which used to interest me @school and college are no more interesting.

Everytime I do something , i question myself "why am i doing this/ , In what way is it going to benefit me?" In the end i keep asking questions and working for my company for getting some figures added up in my bank account. Life has become all money and work, with lesser time to spend for myself.

There are a lot of kids near my house. Every time i see them playing , I long to be one among them. I know, unless something like benjamin button happens, i will not be able to do it :)

I want to be free

I want to fly,roam around the world

I want to enjoy my life

I want to be me....

Dont you?